JOY
sg thurs night: mt. sinai
roys bday fri night: roymund getting splashed in face w/ huge cup of water by charles.

PRAYER
may we all believe this:
"i have a living hope,
i have a future.
God has a plan for me,
of this im sure, of this im sure."

PRAYER
stupid fever.

JOY
berean: sharon said isaac was born through God's miracle.
then she said ishmael was born through man's ability.

THANKS
3:30am. i think this will be the earliest ive slept w/in the past week.
tomorrow shall be even earlier.

PRAYER
for two of my friends who are sick.

THANKS
most normal ppl wake up at this time, 6:30am. thats an amazing concept to me. i sleep at this hr so i guess im not like most normal ppl. but thankfully i didnt waste too much time but i was somewhat productive and took care of a bunch of lil things that ive been putting off.

PRAYER
that i wouldnt get jacked in my classes.
for ppl thinking bout summer (and longer) mission trips.

JOY
broomballing was a lot of fun. a lot of ppl ate it pretty hard on the ice. i slipped and landed on my right hip/butt. pretty sore now but still lotsa fun.

THANKS
that no one got seriously hurt.

PRAYER
i feel like im going back to my freshman days by staying up so late. not a good thing.

PRAYER
some things seem to never change. other things seem to always change.
ronnie left for uganda. sad that hes not around but glad that hes there.

THANKS
that i didnt get run over this morning. a car bumped me as i was crossing the street. stupid foolio had a red light but crept forward anyway and i guess he didnt see me.

PRAYER
i question how much ive changed over the years. i know my studies havent changed. here i am writing on my blog at 2am when ive got a paper that i havent started due at 5pm. hopefully my spiritual life hasnt been the same. how much have i grown spiritually? am i closer to God than i was 3 yrs ago? need to do some reflecting bout this.

for my friend whos struggling w/ their ministry.

THANKS
for dinner jo even tho i was supposed to pay

PRAYER
enough. taking a break from playing. this week i strive for nerdinesses.

PRAYER
roymund makes me sad. he rejected me two nights in a row. last night he left my place early in order to "bake." yes, he friggin baked at like 3am. and then tonight he didnt wanna hang out again. im dang sad. i know i should find my joy in the gospel but its very difficult not to be heartbroken from the rejection of mr. handsome.

JOY
played softball for the first time in a long time. then ate food at roymunds/huges pad and played poker for many hrs for punishments. kwan threw up from balsamic vinegar and roymund got sprayed in the face for 4 seconds w/ an air freshener. then breakfast at bette's "overrated" oceanview diner where the potato pancakes are just hashbrowns and cost $10 but it was nice being awake during breakfast time. slept at 9am, woke up at 5pm.

THANKS
to uc berkeley for allowing me to enjoy the freedom of the college lifestyle.

PRAYER
havent done jiggity jack crap for any classes.

JOY
d & b was fun. ppl were hooked on the coin falling game. in the end, all we got was a bunch of stupid tickets. but i guess it was fun just messing around w/ those games and racing on daytona.

THANKS
to reps for putting together the sr/freshy activity. ended up being a lot more fun than i expected.

JOY
i had the privilege of having tim oh in my group. he told a countless # of jokes but most of em were retarded. one of them involved the word "shut up" and after he said it jenn had a shocked/angry look on her face which huge and i got to enjoy. later he told a knock knock joke in which he had julie start off w/ "knock knock" and he responded "whos there" and then immediately started cracking up like crazy. i dunno y he thought that it was so hilarious but his reaction made me laugh.

after the pizza cookoff i got to enjoy whooping roach and tim in foosball w/ kristy as my partner. we rocked them 7-1 games. afterwards tim and i had some one on one action. he beat me like the first 3 times but finally i came back to win some crucial games. ah, the good old days in the dorms.

PRAYER
turns out my sore throat ended up being a cold sore. guy at the tang center said its caused by stress. not exactly sure what im stressed about.

JOY
getting tim oh w/ some ball drops.
also in class this one girl was trying to leave class early and she was squeezing through but at the end she trips and runs into the wall and another desk. it was pretty funny cuz she was trying to be all discrete but she ended up making a commotion. reminds me of one of andys stories.

PRAYER
throat still hurting. still sleeping late. class schedule is jacked up.

JOY/PRAYER
im not sure what to list this under but something amazing happened at 4:30pm today (technically yesterday). andy was sitting on the couch reading stuff for school. pablo was on the futon going over Bible study materials. i was heading out to class. we were all being productive and doing things that are expected of normal students. i thought it was a phenomenon. cant remember the last time where we all were in the apt and not at least one of us was watching tv, playing video games, or on the computer. this is either answered prayer or we need to pray cuz something is wrong w/ us.

PRAYER
sigh, again sleeping late. but i slept at like 1 yesterday which was very good.
my prayers go out to my lil flock and for the things they shared about.

JOY
lil david han told me that he needed to go to the bathroom during awana. he asked me if i could take him so of course i did. thot he was just gonna take a whiz while i just stood there but turns out he needed to take a poopoo. so i was just chillin in the stall w/ him while he took care of his business. i felt kinda awkward but it was pretty funny. he farted some too which was hilarious. when he was all done i said, "dont forget to wipe." then he said, "ok, i bend over." i was like dangit, too bad he dunno how to wipe his own ddongamonk. so i start wiping his butt and then he says, "hey, theres an ant." while he was bent over his face was pointed close to the ground and he spotted an ant and then he started moving. i was like whoah, ya, an ant. hold still so i dont get your ddong on my hand. but ya, it was a fun experience.

PRAYER
i have a sore throat. getting sick. think same goes for roach.
for a friend that goes to the trees too much.