JOY
moments of laughter from tonight:

joe on the ncaa tourny:
"what if george mason won? they wont have any merchandise ready to sell."

mark commenting on HD:
"DUDE! its SO clear! you can even read that billboard! it says.............actually, i cant read it."

viv refusing to tell joe her secret in joecho voice:
"im not telling you joe. no!"

joe mocking ronnie turiaf:
"he should have a move where he clutches his heart and fakes out his defender and then lays it in."

THANKS
for dinner viv. cantelope proscuitto was interesting combo.

JOY
2nd disc of entourage makes me happy.
"they drive that way in tiananmen square b*#%!?

JOY
andy: following relationships is starting to feel like sports to me
andy: too many changes = uninterested andy

THANKS

"What If" by Jadon Lavik

What if I climbed that mountain, what if I swam to that shore
What if every battle was victorious then would you love me more
Would you love me more
What if I were everyone’s first choice, what if I went farther than before
What if I stood high above the rest then would you love me more
Would you love me more

You say I belong to you apart from the things I do
You say I belong to you I’m in awe of why you do
Why you do, why you do, I’m in awe of you, ooh

What if I ignored the hand that fed me, what if I forgot to confess
What if I stumbled down that mountain then would you love me less
Lord would you love me less
What if I were everyones last choice what if I mixed in with the rest
What if I failed what I passed before then would you love me less
Lord would you would you love me less, oh no oh no oh no

You say I belong to you apart from the things I do
You say I belong to you I’m in awe of why you do
You do you do you do

What have I done to deserve your son sent to die for me
What can I give I want to live give me eyes to see
In a world that keeps changing there’s one thing that I know is true
Your love is staying there’s nothing else I’ll hold onto

You say I belong to you apart from the things I do
You say I belong to you I’m in awe of why you do
Why you do

You say I belong to you apart from the things I do
You say I belong to you I’m in awe of why you do
I’m in awe of you I’m in awe of you

The way you love me, the way you do
The way you do, the way you love me, you love me, you love me
The way you do the way you do, the way you love me,
The way you love you love you love

JOY
new favorite show is entourage. i want andy to become a star so that me and the rest of his friends can mooch off of him. and then we could hang out w/ ppl like jessica alba. episode #2 is my favorite for sure. "save that signature baby."

PRAYER
im getting pwned by studying these days. studying has pwned me my whole life. i need me another miracle. and a new car.

JOY
"I’m not naïve enough (anymore) to tell you that Kwame is going to have some value, but there’s a chance he could. That reminds me of the line from Dumb and Dumber when Lloyd says “So what you’re saying is…I still have a chance” after Lauren Holly’s character put the odds of sleeping with him around one in a million."

i think spiketv is my new favorite channel. they have all these great shows like macgyver, ultimate fighting championship stuff, & pros v.s. joes. not to mention their random manly movies like american ninja and ones including chuck norris. and i cannot forget one of my all-time favorite favorite shows MXC: most xtreme challenge. DON'T GET ELIMINATED!

THANKS
scott for the revision. it was MONEY.

JOY
carnitas at 3am was friggin good.

JOY
had 2 very productive hrs of writing tonight. havent done that in like a year.

PRAYER
practice obedience.

THANKS
danny lim and ester for your stories. they were "the bomb."