JOY
my friend was trying to help me to get a webcam to work:

me: hey, i think you got it to work

me the other side needs a cam

friend: really

me: i got an error msg saying buddy doesnt have a cam

friend hmm

friend you should try it w/ someone w/ a cam

friend but that seems like terrible programming

me: yeah

me: they should call it gaycam

friend: you sholud try it with a gay guy

friend random dude online

friend: lets video cam chat

me: AAAAHAHAHHA

me: a/s/l

friend: HAHAHAHA

friend: wow

friend: that's so oldschool

me: what if it was someone i KNEW

friend: oh wow

friend: like roach

friend: wth

me: AAAAAAHAHAHAHHAA

THANKS

Yet I Will Praise
performed by Melissa Boraski
written by Andy Park

I will praise You, Lord my God
Even in my brokenness
I will praise You Lord
I will praise You, Lord my God
Even in my desperation
I will praise You Lord

And I can't understand
All that You allow
I just can't see the reason
But my life is in Your hands
And though I cannot see
I choose to trust You

Even when my heart is torn
I will praise (trust) You Lord
Even when I feel deserted
I will praise (trust) You Lord
Even in the darkest valley
I will praise (trust) You Lord
When my world is shattered
And it seems all hope is gone
Yet I will praise You Lord

I will trust You, Lord my God
Even in my loneliness
I will trust You Lord
I will trust You, Lord my God
Even when I cannot hear You
I will trust You Lord

And I will not forget
That You hung on a cross
Lord You bled and died for me
And if I have to suffer
I know that You've been there
And I know that You're here now

JOY

b o y: eff

BKU: ?

b o y: dammit nazr!!!

BKU: ya so what happened to mr double double?

b o y : nazr is a lazy faggot

PRAYER
how do i always manage to procrastinate? i guess some things never change.

getting older, at the age where i frequently hear of engagements, divorces, babies being born, parents passing away. my prayers go out to all.

Kindness
Chris Tomlin

Open up the skies of mercy
And rain down the cleansing flood
Healing waters rise around us
Hear our cries Lord let 'em rise
Open up the skies of mercy
And rain down the cleansing flood
Healing waters rise around us
Hear our cries Lord let 'em rise

It's your kindness Lord
That leads us to repentance
Your favor lord, is our desire
It's your beauty Lord
That makes us stand in silence
Your love
Your love
Is better than life

We can feel
Your mercy falling
You are turnin our hearts back again
Hear our praises rise to heaven
Draw us near Lord
Meet us here

It's your kindness Lord
That leads us to repentance
Your favor lord, is our desire
It's your beauty Lord
That makes us stand in silence
Your love
Your love

It's your kindness Lord
That leads us to repentance
Your favor lord, is our desire
It's your beauty Lord
That makes us stand in silence
Your love
Your love
Is better than life
Is better than life

Open up the skies of mercy
And rain down the cleansing flood
Healing waters rise around us
Hear our cries lord let 'em rise


Lord,
We stand here as a desperate people
Hungry for the things of you
Come quiet the storms that rage all around us
So that we hear the passion that beats through your heart
Spirit put healing in our hands,
Put life in our words
And drive a passion for the lost deep in the hearts of your people
Inhabit the praises of us your children
And father send us out with a reckless passion
Deliver us from evil
And set a standard of unity to break down laws and to heal your people
Unity is the cry of your church, Lord
Reconcile the children to the fathers
And with forgiveness and mercy rush through the hearts of our land
We cry out our deep need for you Jesus
Oh God come in power
And bring glory to your name