JOY
it was so funny watching chi and jozef cho play one on one. both were so intense before it started. chi pulled away w/ an 8-0 lead. then he did that stupid move off the backboard which totally got jacked up. then jozef made a comeback to pull it to 8-7. after some crazy back and forth stuff the score was 12-10 and jozef was determined not to let chi score again. chi got by him but jozef pulled his shorts down. then chi got by him again and jozef tackled him, injuring chi in the process. but chi pulls of a heroic stunt by scoring on a sprained ankle. i only wish i couldve recorded it.

THANKS
i think ive had carnitas like 6 times since ive been down. im such a fatty. thank you God for special nachos w/ rice, onions/cilantro and orange bang.

JOY/THANKS
13 hrs of sleep.thank you God for spring break.

JOY
nice to be home. carnitas was wonderful even though i dropped my orange bang.

JOY
went to a berkeley blitz event today at dwinelle. justin mcroberts came and played. hes a funny guy and hes my new favorite musician right now.

PRAYER
i pray that seeds would fall on good soil this week.

JOY
i was in the computer room while andy and pablo were sleeping in the bedroom. the door was closed but andy farted so loud that i still heard it through the walls. they got audioblogs now, weird.

JOY
interpraise was awsome. i really enjoyed worshipping w/ other believers. i hope God was really pleased by it.

PRAYER
i pray for my friend whos back from the hospital. glad that he seems much better than before. hope he doesnt make the same mistake again.

JOY
sometimes i wanna write bout the way i really feel, like how crappy im doing or what stupid things other ppl did or bout bad things that happened. but im glad that i dont do that cuz i dont wanna remember those negative things. i just wanna remember the good times.

PRAYER
lead me to where You want me this summer.

JOY/THANKS
thank you God for allowing the awanagames to go well. the gospel was presented in a short message and hopefully it made an impact there. cant believe my boys got first place. im proud of them and the way they played. but there was one moment when i was pretty frustrated (tug-of-war).

enjoyed palace buffet, then singing in the car w/ martini and andy, then playing w/ becky and roach, then listening to roy, charles, and andy jam on the guitars.

JOY
a few days ago dennis walked into the apt and andy walked into the hallway. dennis goes, "dude! youre wearing the exact same thing as me!" or maybe its dennis that said it. but they both looked up and down at checked each other out. they had on the same jeans and the exact same berkeley sweater. it was pretty funny. and it was cute too, wish i couldve recorded it.

PRAYER
God, watch over the kids tomorrow at the awanagames, i pray that none of em get hurt. i also pray that they would have fun and that they would grow a little closer to You through it.

PRAYER
i pray for myself, as my class talks about the sermon on the mount, that i would speak the truth w/ boldness and clarity.
i pray for the aacf metamophosis that seeds would be planted on good soil.

PRAYER
i pray that i would start sleeping earlier and live a more disciplined lifestyle.
i pray for the freshman retreat, that they would be refreshed by the Spirit. i also pray that they dont take their books w/ them.
i pray for potch, that it would be for others, not for ourselves.

JOY
dang, its kinda been a while since i last blogged. too stankin busy.

talked w/ jane yoo for a while. shes a very funny girl.
went to a decal today w/ danny. the weirdest bunch of ppl at berkeley. they got a kick out of the "steel beak."

THANKS
thank you julie for folding my laundry. youre wonderful cuz i hate folding clothes.

PRAYER
i pray for my friend who shared some thoughts w/ me at nations.
i pray for another friend who's grandfather just passed away.
i pray for my other friend who's grandfather passed away a few weeks ago.

JOY/PRAYER
at berean katie was praying and she said, "let us not just talk the talk but let us....walk the talk." i was dying inside. if we wasnt praying i wouldve busted up so hard.

mejeld was reading Genesis ch 19 and its about the part when the people of Sodom wanted to have sex w/ the angels. "bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them (verse 5)." that drew some laughs, esp. from sylvia. then he went on and made up his own translation. so this is Genesis 19:9 from the DMLV (daniel mejeld lee version): "They kept bringin PLEASURE on Lot and moved forward to break down the door."

JOY
i saved 40% on my groceries w/ my safeway club card.

JOY
sylvia said something funny today. she said "ja-pan town" in a very awkward way. i wonder if she was embarrased.
also, she pushed this large elevator button, thats not a real button, just for show. she pushed in anyway just for fun but she broke it. she kinda jammed it in a lot more and she was so surprised. she finally pulled it out and made it look like nothing happened.

THANKS
had fun playing softball cept i jacked up hard so many stankin times. it was really frustrating but im glad that my teammates were still really supportive and said that its ok. guess they cant say bad stuff like it was all my fault, that we couldve won instead of tying if i hadnt gotten the last out. but that friggin pitch was so stankin off, i couldnt believe he called that a stankin strike. but at least we came back to tie.

PRAYER
found out of more people who are physically hurting. i pray for healing on all of those people.

PRAYER
i just did some research on leukemia for 5 min to find out what exactly it is. i pray for all of those across the world who are suffering from it. i wanna specifically pray for my friends mother and a pastors son. God, would you give both physical and spiritually healing to them, their family and friends.

JOY/PRAYER

sno bunny nk: koryo or sushi house? which do u prefer
BKU9: hmm, i dunno
BKU9: sushi house has more special rolls
BKU9: and its cheaper
sno bunny nk: yea but they dont have the 49ers
BKU9: but its further
sno bunny nk: but their island rolls are delightful
BKU9: and koryo is just more og
sno bunny nk: yeah
sno bunny nk: and the sushi guy is cuter

that made me laugh. God, i pray that nancy would turn away from her lust. first that buff guy w/ the rooster in his hand, then vince vaughn, now the sushi guy. may she repent right now and would You have mercy on her.

JOY/THANKS
thank you God for allowing me to enjoy koryo sushi tonight. it was wonderful. that place is still deliciouses.

JOY
enjoyed playing whiffle ball @ the bbq today. im so glad that i made that $3 investment on the bat and balls even though the balls break so easily. i like making purchases that are really worth it, not for its monetary value, but more for the sentimental value, like stuff that makes memories.

JOY
one of the weirdest days ive had in a while. imma start off right after church:

so me, andy, martin, ryan, isabel, sylvia, hayeun, and jenny had dinner together. during dinner a comment was made that was taken the wrong way:
"he got some last night."
went to j-town and met up w/ some yaggers. got to see ryans gangsta dance moves.
went to nrb for some more fun action.
played some speed scrabble @ izzie's/sylvia's pad. someone said some gangsta comments including something bout stanford ppl. i muttered two words under my breath which amazingly only andy heard. it was pretty funny cuz we started talking bout relationships like how everyone does and everyone thought they knew what they was talking bout cept everyone in the room was single.
wish i could replay this whole day in my head.

JOY
i had fun playing softball w/ a bunch of the guys today. im excited for IM's.

PRAYER
i like the freshman class. i pray that they would be an example to those around them, both Christians and non-Christians. an even to us upperclassmen, i think they can teach us a lot through their actions. i pray that they would be selfless in everything that they do.

PRAYER
i pray that my chingoo would be less of a sleezer. i see his buddy list and it goes like this:
family/bros-
bay area yujs-
east coast yujs-
west coast yujs-
stanford boyz-
boyz-
kcpc yg kids-

i can understand separating ppl by area,
but who the heck separates the yujs and boyz on their buddy list?

THANKS
nancy is the bestest chef in the whole wide worlds. she made some wonderful stuffs last night including some kinda soup that appeared out of thin air and some gangsta smores.

JOY
random trip home was good. enjoyed carnitas twice and had a good friday night. also got to see my cousins baby, sophie, less than two weeks old. shes a cute one and will get even cuter.

it was nice beating fred again in scrabble. it was cute seeing him struggling to create little puny words. i made it fun by keeping the game close for him.

sarah and chris are hilarious, i never realized that. they got some moves that crack me up.

PRAYER
my prayers go out to my home church college ministry, my friend jenny w/ her tore up leg, and my small group homey elliot whos taking off for the war. may God be w/ all of you.

JOY
i was so happy that college freakin writing ended an hour and a half early today.
"thank you Lord, thank you Lord.
you set us free, glory to God!"
the message of the cross

THANKS
im thankful for my family. not just my immediate family, but my relatives as well like all my aunts and uncles and cousins. im looking forward to the next time we all get together again.

JOY
another night of scrabble. had one last night too. i like hanging out w/ the seniors but i keep getting sad cuz im reminded that theyre gonna be gone soon. sigh, and two other non-senior friends will be gone as well. gotta hang out as much as i can before time runs out.

JOY
me, andy, and dennis were at stanford last night and it made me happy seeing them together. they were really cute together. it made me miss my own cousins. hope sophie is a really cute baby, cant wait to see her.

THANKS
today i found myself telling dennis to kill me. and i was being seriouses. then i told him that i really wanna die, but its for the wrong reasons. i should want to die cuz i wanna see Jesus and cuz i wanna be in heaven and thats part of it. but i really just wanna run away from the busynesses of everyday life. it aint even like my life is sucking it up right now and that ive got problems up the yin yang. my life is the furthest thing from that. ive got loving family and friends, i feel healthy even though ive got injuries all over my body, i dont have a financial worry in the world, im at a good school and the list goes on and on. im just being too much of a sissy lala. i need to change my attitude. God, thank you for blessing me, thank you for making me realize this. help me change the way i think and feel.

JOY
i almost forgot bout dennis saying ow! and then w/out hesitation pulling his shirt over his head and showing andy his back. that was brotherly love.

JOY
had fun playing scrabble w/ andy, dennis, martin, sylvia, isabel, fred, and amanda.

PRAYER
God, lead me to where you want me this summer. i pray that i would submit my summer to You.

JOY
man, i just went to a discussion that was cancelled. so i was happy but then i was kinda sad cuz they announced it during lecture today but i forgot. i couldve just gone home but whatevs, im just happy that i dont gotta be in class right now.

JOY
dennis IMed me and told me that his roomy was selling his tv. i told andy that there was a vcr w/ it and he got a lil excited. then dennis told me it has the three holes: red, yellow, and white. i told that to andy and he got really excited. i wish i recorded his reaction, it was hilarious.

JOY, PRAYER, THANKS
i had a good time at the winter retreat. the retreat itself for me was just good. but what made me happy was that other people really liked it and were blessed by it. i pray that God would take whatever that was gained at this retreat and carry it over through this semester and on. i pray that this was the starting point of something crazy. thank you God for the retreat and all that came out of it.

some of the highlights:
-watching fred eat a slug and a piece of ddong
-playing some gangsta games of mafia
-throwing my sleeping bag back and forth w/ danny and dennis
-charles suggesting to roymund that we pray
-chiang bang saying "this is my worst nightmare"
-ropes course stuff including the zip-line

PRAYER
its hard to be joyful right now cuz its almost the end of break. dang, cant believe im already up here. i pray that i would have a better attitude and not complain so much. and i pray that retreat will be awsome. amen.

JOY
i had fun in westwood hanging out w/ kevin and jason and tricia. it was nice just chillin w/ em and not having to do anything.

PRAYER
i pray for all 3 of my friends, that You would continue to use them to bless others and that they would faithfully serve You in all that they do.

THANKS
thank you God for not letting me die from drinking a gallon of milk. and for not letting my ddonkamonk come out either. thanks for reminding me never to do this ever again.

THANKS
i almost forgot: thanks dennis for putting together the mtn high trip and for making ham and cheese sandwiches. youre wonderful.

JOY
had fun today at mtn high. but honestly i thought it was gonna be a bad day. i played basketball the night before, and the day before i was out at snow summit so my body was stankin pooped. and the first few runs were so tiring and the snow was bad. but after lunch it was much better. went off jumps, ate it hard once, threw snowballs at each other while going down the mountain. snow is fun.

PRAYER
i pray that my classmates would enjoy each others company the way we did at our snowboarding trip. i pray that Christ would remain as the center of our relationships.

THANKS
thank you nancy for all the planning and cooking and other stuff that you did for the trip. thanks to everybody who helped cook and clean and who made the trip fun.

JOY
it was fun slapping andy in the back, playing mafia in korean, skiboarding in the snow, watching roymunds face as he got licked.

JOY
busted out the ebay board game again. i was surprised that i would play that again but it was fun playing w/ andy, roach, and nancy. who wouldve thought that game would be fun.

JOY
i got to hang out w/ sol and monkey at monkey's westwood pad. it was fun just doing nothing w/ them. i also bought a game board for the occasion: the ebay auction board game. it only cost $4.99 at gamekeeper. i thought i was getting ripped off but i thought that it would be so ridiculously retarded that we would love it. it wasnt as bad as i thought but it was still fun to play. that hour of playing ebay was definitely worth $5.

Monkey528e: such words of wisdom
Monkey528e: i have never seen spewed from ur mouth
that made me crack up.

its been a while....

im starting off the new year w/ blog again. this time there will be more purpose behind it.
the whole theme of my blog will revolve around 1 thessalonians 5:16-18:
"be joyful always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances for this is the will of God for you in Christ Jesus.
im pretty sure thats right, im just writing it from memory. so my blog will consist of 3 topics: joy, prayer, thanks.

JOY
having a 10 day vacation in hawaii was awsome. it might be the closest thing to paradise.
had so much fun being there and hanging out w/ the people that came.
being back at young nak brought me joy too.

PRAYER
i pray that this coming year would be better than the last.
my prayer is that i would grow even closer to God.

THANKS
im thankful that i got through the past semester alright.
thank you God for remaining faithful.

i think imma take a break from blogging.
i dunno why, but right now i dont feel like blogging anymore.
guess that means i will fall in bcs, sigh.
what am i gonna do w/ my time now...

i literally wrote 1 word in the past 4 hrs.
its a stankin 3 page paper, cmon now!!!!!

conversation w/ my stanford friend:

eternaljoyboy: oh wow
eternaljoyboy: guess whos outside
eternaljoyboy: my window
BKU9: i dunno
eternaljoyboy: freakin big game is this week! i almost forgot
BKU9: ya
eternaljoyboy: the berkeley band
BKU9: what?
eternaljoyboy: ugh
BKU9: right now?
eternaljoyboy: so annoying
eternaljoyboy: yeah
BKU9: oh gangstas
eternaljoyboy: u guys do this every year
BKU9: forills?
eternaljoyboy: yeah
BKU9: i had no idear
eternaljoyboy: ur band comes
eternaljoyboy: in cars
eternaljoyboy: and drive around the campus at 4am
eternaljoyboy: and try to wake everyone up
eternaljoyboy: UGGGGGGGGGGGH
BKU9: hahahhaa
eternaljoyboy: BERKELEY FIGHT SONG!
eternaljoyboy: AUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH
eternaljoyboy: FREAKIN BERKELEY FIGHT CHEER

my jaw has been hurting for the past few days. it hurts to open really wide. what the freezy is wrong w/ it?

theres a mysterious puddle that keeps forming underneath our kitchen table. i dunno how in the world it gets there. theres no trail leading anywhere. its enough to fill a whole bowl (i actually measured it by wringing it all out into a bowl). i checked the ceiling for leaks but didnt see or feel anything. plus there shoulda been some water on the chairs as well. dang, where the freezy is it coming from?

this reminds me of the hardy boys and encyclopedia brown series. i loved reading those books. i always identified myself w/ chet because he was always described as the "stocky" nerd w/ glasses. i thought it was funny how they used the word stocky instead of fat. i used to be a chunky kid w/ binoculars on my eyes. ah, the good old days.

too bad andy doesnt know anything bout the hardy boys. he was busy reading nancy drew.

im trying to write a paper but all i can think of is going home.
in exactly one week ill be on my way home.
in exactly one week ill be bout an hr and half away from eating carnitas.
i love that place too much.
it makes me happy just thinking bout eating it.
it makes me sad that i cant eat it right now.

BKU9: y aintchu at library?
ALEXsHYUN: i gave up
BKU9: y?
ALEXsHYUN: the girls there weren't captivating enough

i stayed in the shower for an extra 10 minutes. i didnt wanna get out. the water was so warm and i knew the second that i turned it off, id feel the nasty cold and i would get goosebumps all ova. so i stood there for 5 minutes just thinking bout how it was so nice and that coming outa the shower was gonna suck so bad. i spent the next 5 minutes thinking bout how i would blog about this.

i dunno why im up. i kinda tried to work on my paper but i failed miserably. i just realized that i dunno anything and that i gotta ask my gsi some fundamental questions and shes gonna realize that i dunno jiggity jack squat and that i havent touched my paper yet.

i dont think i want a motorcycle anymore. i think im finally starting to realize that i really would kill myself if i had one. im too reckless. man, imagine going from 0-60mph in 2 seconds. insanities.

im so sad. i was gonna take a break and make some french toast right now but the stankin stove aint working. sadnesses. i blame it on the paper.

its 6am, still havent started my paper. ive been trying to blog for half an hr w/out success.
i used andys comments section to do my blogging. how pathetic is that...i bet more people read that than this blog.
cursed be my stupid paper. jeebeh gagoh sheepuh.

made it into the softball playoffs. we were messing up at the beginning but we pulled through. joo came late, signed it and went up to bat right away w/out warming up. he hit a homer w/out even trying. that definitely got us right back into it. but ya, im definitely excited for both basketball and softball playoffs.

went to dennys after the game. dragged roach and roymund outa the library and met up w/ john, huge, and snoh. it was a lot of fun just talking w/ the guys. i really like my class guys. and all of yall who are hating on them or who are fed up w/ hearing us talk bout each otha, yall can take that back to uranus. i got all their backs so stop drinking the haterade.
andy: "you can get hashbrowns foo!"..."you can get seasoned fries w/out extra charge??? im so sad...."
roach: "can i get it w/ some honey mustard!!!" (exclamation marks emphasize his facial expression and the size of his eyes)

i always hear bout how much girls eat. they always saying, "oh my gosh, i ate so much!" and im thinking to myself, "what the freezy are you talking bout? you had like half a salad and a bite of a breadstick!" i think girls just snack, but they think its so much for some weird reason. are they trying to brag when they said they ate so much? or maybe they want the guy to say, "how do you stay so skinny if you eat so much?" i should just give it to them straight up, "stop eating so much ya fatty, thats why the boys dont like ya." of course there are a few of those rare yujs that actually can eat a grip. but even those chicks cant eat THAT much. i still havent met a yuj that can out-eat me. and any yuj that can is one gangsta that id be scared of.

i been at meetings all day and i been praying all day. it was good but tiring. this stuff has been making me think. since i dont exercise my brain in class its been hurting cuz i dont use it enuf. but id much rather go to these meetings and pray rather than go to class. i feel like i get more outa the stuff i did today.

at the pioneers meeting people said some funny stuff. christine made a comment like, "the word missions is so overused these days. everything and their mamas is missions." pastor ryan responded w/, "everyone and what?" then later christine made some gangsta comments bout the church and stuff and bout how small groups should be different and then pastor ryan said, "which church do you go to?" the pioneers guy got really confused and asked, "is he really joking?" christine was like, "dude, ive been going to this church since i was in 2nd grade!"

deacon allen is such a cool guy. hes stankin funny too, didnt really realize that.

so tired from balling today. my body is still young, but i dont feel like im in my prime, my body is aging. so sad.

went bowling w/ my small group, had a good time. upperclassmen v.s. underclassmen. or is lowerclassmen? i think under sounds more right. lower sounds too negative and seems to relate more towards status of wealth, or rather lack of wealth. why am i thinking bout these retarded thoughts. i crash early.

i saw anna across the street and so i waved to her. this black guy was walking right past her at the same time and he got all happy and excited cuz he thought i was waving to him. anna and i both gave him a weird look and then he saw anna and realized that i wasnt waving at him. he got kinda sad but he said it was aight and smiled and went about his own business.

missing half my classes and driving everywhere has made me forget berkeley's ghettoness. after playing ball at the rsf i walked down dana w/ john and we went our opposite ways on dwight. i started walking up and noticed a guy and a girl sitting in the bushes and smoking. kept on walking up, ran into 4 guys w/ crazy mohawks going on and piercings all ova. walked by people's park, a bum strolled a shopping cart past me, another was sitting on the side eating a free sandwich handout. it surprises me how some people survive in this kind of environment. it also surprises me how others make this place "home."

ive been going back to my freshman day sleeping habits this past week. i been going to bed when the sun is rising. not good for the canker sore in my mouth. it stings like mad and it dont get betta cuz im always tired. but i had fun today w/ charles and mike. we went to elises pad and i watched them take turns spraying each others face w/ water. then mike put on some hats for us. he got one huge head and hats look so funny on him, hahaha! next time you see him ask him to wear a hat for you. i wish i could go back to freshman year.

ALEXsHYUN: yeah...my heart has been broken already
ALEXsHYUN: some guy stole my girl

mooohead77: i'm gonna eat
mooohead77: i'm fat
BKU9: dont
BKU9: we need to stay in shape
mooohead77: its ok i dont' have anyone to impress
mooohead77: food means more

ALEXsHYUN: u fools are all so stinkin sneaky

you guys can use your own imagination for the context behind it.

bout 15 min past 8. i feel like im supposed to be somewhere. i kinda feel like im missing some sorta event right now. or maybe thats just what i want, to feel like i should be somewhere implying that i got important crap to take care of. guess the truth is that im not all that important right now. but theres so much crap that i could be doing right now and i chose to blog. i should sock myself. i could think of a dozen better things to do in half a second. as andy always says, "mother freak!"

imma call it right now. come sunday night imma write in my blog saying that im hating life cuz i have a paper due on monday and i havent started it and im just being stupid that i havent done any of it yet. and then the same thing is gonna happen on tues night cuz i got a paper due wed. and imma do that again on monday the 25th. that one is gonna suck the most. oh, and itll happen one last time right after i get back from break cuz i got another paper due tues, dec 3. i wanna go home.

a bunch of people have recently jumped on the bandwagon of adding comments to their blogs. i have decided not to conform. i like things plain. thats why my blog has kept the same template. thats why its in white background with black type. i like things simple.

i really hope that you just prayed right now. it would be really sad if ya didnt. and it would be even sadder if you prayed right now out of guilt rather than praying the first time out of a need for prayer.

i need to stop sleeping at ridiculously late hours.
thinking bout kcpc/ficb and other church stuff worries me. were a bunch of pathetic people and yet out of us are gonna come the future leaders. how scary is that.
honestly, i kinda dont wanna stick around for the first semester of my senior year. i just wanna study abroad somewhere and come back when its all ova.
take a minute to pray for your own church and ministry right now. and i mean RIGHT NOW. we need all the prayer that we can get.

indian giver tellaw. aaaahahahahaha!!!!!

i like getting people to smell my toe jam. hahaha, makes me laugh just thinking bout it. i got nancy to smell mine right now. and i saved some toe jam from last time to have janet smell. she smells EVERYTHING. muhahahaha....

i get a kick out of it when i read someones blog and they write something like, "oh my gosh!!!! i spent half an hour writing such a long blog and it didnt publish! im so mad! i cant believe that it didnt work, what is wrong w/ this thing?" i just chuckle cuz i remember back in the days when that happened to me. but i think no one realizes that all is not lost. just hit the back button on your browser and your words will magically reappear. yes, forills! the wonders of the computer. and now all of yall are thinking, "oh my gosh! all i had to do was click the 'back' button!"

i think i forgot to blog about this. a few weeks ago taryn and i were at the market and we both needed milk. i wanted her to get the 1% kind cuz thats what i wanted. if buy one it costs like $3.25 or something like that and if you buy 2 it costs like $3.95 or something like that. but she wanted non-fat milk but i told her the deal doesnt work when you get different kinds of milk. i knew cuz the prices were different. she kept on insisting that you could mix and match but i told her not in this case. so we decided that if i was right then she would have to get 1% fat milk and if she was right then i would pay for her non-fat milk. just to double check she looked at the tag of the milks and she nodded w/ a dorky smile thinking that she was gonna win. taryn was sad cuz the checkout guy said that i was right.

i did nothing saturday. i was in bed all. literally ALL day....til 8am. then from 10:30am-4pm then 4:30pm-8pm. basically from 8am-8pm, a span of 12 hrs, i was out of my bed for 3 hrs.

i really liked the guest speaker at ficb tonight. i almost got all choked up twice. when he showed us the picture of the people in the boat and was talking bout the people waving and praying like mad, i wanted to cry. i really felt emotional for a sec but i held it all back. missions seems to keep popping up in my head.

kwansoo's cheering voice is the same as his normal voice. you know how most people kinda get a deeper voice and can yell kinda barbaric? not kwansoo, his voice dont change, its really funny. next time you go to a sporting event with him, listen carefully.

went to the first hockey game of my life today. decided to get some junior guys to go and took out most of the freshmen boys. when we walked in i was kinda shocked at how few fans there were. there was like 2 people sitting in the stands. it looked like my idear of going to a cal hockey game would be a bust. i thought that the stands would be kinda packed and people would be cheering like mad and banging on the glass and fights would break out every five minutes. more people came during the middle of the game but us ficbers still made up half the crowd. and there wasnt even ONE single fight. i was disappointed. but still overall i enjoyed the night and i think the rest of the guys did too.

dennis was looking at the pic of roach thats on my desk. he took a closer look at it and said, "from far away it looks like chiang bang is on his back."

ALEXsHYUN: juss ask me tomorrow!
BKU9: tell me now!!!!!!!
ALEXsHYUN: shekki
ALEXsHYUN: i dunnno
ALEXsHYUN: i might have a hot date w/ a girl tomorrow at that time

WHY IS EVERYONE SO RELATIONSHIP CRAZY?
and now youre probably thinking "im not relationship crazy."
but right when you read that first line you probably thought that i was talking bout you...in your mind that "EVERYONE" included you.
and you probably had a certain person in mind right then too.
its ok...your secret is safe w/ me...
and youre so relationship crazy that youre probably thinking, "does he know bout ME too?"
yes i do. but dont sweat it, i wont say nothing.

i hate doing laundry. everytime i do it something goes wrong. i started at like 4:30pm. i scrounged around for 10 quarters to do 2 loads. gathered up my crap and washed it. then i had to drive somewhere to get more quarters. luckily right when i got back the big dryer was empty. but i only got to use it for like 15 min cuz i realized that i had to go eat dinner w/ dave so i took it out and put it in a smaller dryer. if i didnt take it out i kno that someone wouldve pulled out all my crap. so in the process of switching dryers i drop a whole mess of clothes. so when i get back after dinner and a prayer meeting of course the clothes still aint dry. so i decide to switch back to the big dryer and drop half my clothes again. i put in a quarter but it dont work. im thinking what the freezy. i put in anotha just to make sure and yup its friggin broken. i wanted to drop kick that piece of ddong. so i decide that the clothes are dry enough and took em to my pad. but at my pad i realize that they arent dry enough so i take em back down and i started to put em in the big dryer but luckily i remembered that it was broken. so i put em in the smaller for the final time and dropping some tidy whities and socks while i was at it. laundry friggin sucks my ddongamonk.

note to jomo: andy's gotta be #1 on the bcs....hes gotten a high of 132 hits on his blog in a single day. its insane that he hits 3 figures!

i dont want to write whats going on in my head cuz i dont want you to read it and cuz i dont wanna think so hard.

hallelujah night seems so stankin long ago.

i slept w/out brushing my teeth for the past 2 nights. its cuz me andy and charles have been up talking and i fell asleep on them. and nancy joined us yesterday while i fell asleep. but i woke up early both mornings and brushed me teeth. my teeth felt pretty nasty in the morning.

i visited roach's pad today. he showed me some interesting stuff. VERY interesting stuff....
i had to hold him hostage w/ a plunger in the bathroom for 20 min.

i was kinda nervous during the softball game. score was tied 8-8, bases were loaded and there were 2 outs. and i was up at bat. me of all people, the guy who had a sprained ankle and was out for 5 weeks. this was my first real game back and my team wanted me to do well. they needed me to do well. and i just watched the first pitch go right past me for a strike. next 2 pitches were off so it was a full count. the next pitch looked like it might be a strike and so i had to swing. hit a single into right to score an R.B.I. and the go ahead run. i was relieved that i didnt jack up. dang it feels good to be a gangsta.

andy had a funny thought. he said what if we are both 30 and still single, working in S.F. and still living in capri. we would be labeled as the "oldies" and we would probably be deacons or something like that. i hope that doesnt happen. but if it did then that would be pretty funny. and kinda sad too.

i feel like im struggling, but im not. i just feel like i have a burden for many things. theres just so many people and so many things going through my mind: i care about how ficb is doing as a whole, theres people around me who are struggling with their faith, i feel like i havent been reaching out to my small group guys, i wanna keep up w/ the lives of my friends who arent at berkeley, i know the kids at awana can get so much more out of it, i realize how pathetic it is that there are more freshmen than juniors at prayer meetings, and the list goes on. and after i think bout this stuff then i realize "oh shit, i havent done any studying." and the sad thing is that youre probably more shocked at the fact that i wrote "shit" rather than the fact that there are more freshmen than juniors at the prayer meetings. i guess thats why ive been feeling the way ive been feeling these days. things aint going bad but i just feel burdened. and it dont help that im always tired. i need more stankin sleep.

i got the weirdest fortune in a fortune cookie. "Confucius say: lovers in triangle not on square."
what the freezy?

went to stanford today. i was reminded of how stankin spoiled they are there.

got me a sobe for lunch. underneath the cap it read: "DO YOUR HOMEWORK"
how the heck did i end up w/ that one....

im surprised that hallelujah night seemed to go pretty well. hope God was truly glorified through it.

was up w/ my roommates and charles and elise talking forevs. i havent stayed up talking w/ people in a long time. dang, we is getting old. aigoo, too much smack too.

i just remembered something random from retreat. i think i understand someone much better now after hearing from them at retreat.

had a weird dream. i was trying to get through some stairs from underneath but i couldnt fit. i was trying to get to taryn and roachs pad, ya, they were living together in my dream. i dunno y i didnt think it was weird at the time. but ya, i was living in the same apt complex as them. i dont get it.

i wonder why it is that i cant study...

hallelujah night preparation went really really well in my mind cuz i was expecting a disaster. i just thought that there were gonna be too many stankin people. so i thought that there wouldnt be enough rides. we ended up having like 4 extra cars so people just carpooled instead. then i thought that there wouldnt be enough stuff to do but it seemed like everyone was helping out and doing something to contribute. thank you God for making everything work out well. hope the same goes for the actual hallelujha night.

last night pablo was talking in his sleep. he was singing some kinda song or something but his words made absolutely no sense. he sang for like 10 sec and then stopped and ended w/ a fart.
and right now he just said something too, he said, "thats friggin disgusting man. friggin disgusting!" wonder whats going on in his head.

wow....andy got over 100 hits on his blog yesterday. thats straight up gangsta.

had small group. snoh was answering a question and saying, "so i think the Bible is trying to say....dadadadda.......like......dadadada.....ya know.....dadada.....actually, i dunno." it was so funny cuz he was totally trying to answer it and he said so much stuff but in the end he just gave up and said i dunno.

i really want this semester to end. i think i dispise school. i cant wait til thanksgiving break. cant wait til winter break. "i just cant wait to be king!"

man....y didnt i just sleep like an hr ago. im a stankin idiot. i think i always make the same stankin mistakes. i swear i think i have this exact same post already on my blog somewhere.